decoration home step by step

I am going to next step. Own a house by myself.
I want the house decor to what I imagine like.
Right now the air condition were set up, bedroom floor was done, then the closet and store room will be done after two weeks.

Doubt of my life

What kind of life I want to be?

Have a house, car, enough money for my lifetime.
Sometime I am doubt of it, is this decision good for me or not.

If I am 29 years old, I would go to Canada to study English for 3-6 months (I had done it in 2006), after that I would go to Australia and others countries for 3-6 months. I want to be a traveler, look around a world.

I am 36 years old now, my next step of my life is have a house and try to save as much as money for my retire, but is this I want, I really doubt of it.

Taipei, One day trip

Hey girl, You still look good and attracted me as same as before.

Taipei is a really good city in Taiwan, people can see everything and eat a lot food there,

I had a lot good memory with my little Q there, today I met my two friends, we told about these days news

and our future plant.

I miss my life in Taipei, but without you I rather like to live in Taichung.

How about my home town "Kaohsiung" ?

I don't know,but I like her more than before because she is becoming more and more fashionable. ha ha

getting loss

Recently,

I get loss our communication, always complain and argue with very stupid things.
I don't know how to deal with this issue between yours and my family.
I really want to run away form this Black Hole. I can't breathe, I want my wings back and take me out of this cycle nightmare.

I know, if I stay at home for a while, I will go back to the wall, my deeply in side blue gray wall, I will become cynical everything and very picky for everything. That is really bad situation. I get loss my temper.

I need to find the way to get out this problem.

My Current Life

Current

I don't have any power to do anything, because I can find my gold and feel bored everyday.

I need to figure it out for my next step.
I really want to go to Taipei and live there again.
My friend say, we are going to older and older so we need to go to work out and keep fit, but I couldn't find what exercise I like to work out each day. I don't want to get weight again.

For my job, I should more motivated for design new product and study about Window Shade knowledge.